00:02 [holyblade12] And I'm nothing but a lonely elitist if we're talking about the past. 00:08 [vote4waifu] (sobbing) 00:45 [EmyFails] We all change, either for the better or for the worst. But, we all know that you've changed for the better. 01:00 [vote4waifu] (sobbing) This is unforgivable... (sobbing) I don't know... why did I do this? 01:29 [EmyFails] I think everything deserves forgiveness in some way. [holyblade12] Even if it's only halfway there... or a fraction. [EmyFails] Mmhm. [vote4waifu] (sighing) 02:59 [vote4waifu, reading apology] "With all this, I stopped by— blinding myself with what made me feel safe. I've made my decision. I have disassociated myself with vote4waifu going forward. I regret not acting way sooner upon my qualms, and on a personal... on a more personal level, that I'd..." [EmyFails] (unintelligible) [vote4waifu, reading apology] "...have kept going and wanting to be with them despite me finding a disagreement between our lifestyle choices. Our "relationship" no longer holds any value, especially not when it's treated as lightly as it w— is with everyone else he's tried being with. Frankly enough, I'd rather not... keep talking to someone that treats others as badly as he has with all my friends. It no longer feels as though I'm making a sacrifice, it feels like I'm doing the right thing." "Lastly, I'd like to make— offer my sincerest, most heartfelt apologies to everyone I've done wrong over the course of these past few weeks becuase of my actions. I was gravely mistaken, I chose not to answer tho- to those who approa- who have tried to approach me and overall done many unethical choices in regards to sharing private information." "I do not wish to cause any more trouble. I've done so many things wrong, I take full responsibility..." (unintelligible) "...for every single one of them, and I'll ta— work towards a better approach to handling future problems to avoid repeating what I did. I've caused enough damage, however. I understand if my acts are the reason as to why I do not deserve to be involved with Kart Krew or any other communities that I've been a part... of along the way. And if that's the case, then I'll accept it. I hope this has served well enough to explain my point of view for this heavy, troublesome situation. From here, I'll let you co— form your own conclusions." 05:20 [holyblade12] I considered sending you some of that... in DMs. Now I'm glad I didn't. 05:40 [vote4waifu] Ah, Metabee's wrong... Metabee's wrong. [EmyFails] (unintelligible) 05:49 [vote4waifu] No, I completely understand him. (sobbing) 06:00 [EmyFails] Then you know how to say sorry. [vote4waifu] (sobbing) He did the right thing... Ah, I did everything wrong, I— God... (sobbing) Ah... (sobbing) 06:16 [vote4waifu] (sobbing) 06:24 [vote4waifu] (sobbing) I don't know how to say sorry, there's NO way... ANY amount of begging for forgiveness can... (sobbing) 06:38 [vote4waifu] (sobbing) [EmyFails] Even so, it's something. At least he— they'll know that you regret it. 06:49 [vote4waifu] It's not just him, it's all of them. God, I just... had it. (sighing) [EmyFails] It's up to them if they want to forgive you or not, but... you know you regret it. [vote4waifu] I can see why they wouldn't! (sobbing) I can see why they wouldn't want to, it's crazy...! What happened? Why did I do this? (sighing) God... (sobbing) 08:06 [vote4waifu] (unintelligible) (sobbing) 08:16 [vote4waifu] I'm glad everyone gets to see what I... (sobbing) 08:56 [vote4waifu] And I kept up with it, I kept up with the act... for MONTHS after this! I kept up with it, and I was— I just... shat on him this... whole fucking time! 09:17 [vote4waifu] Not a SINGLE ONE did anything wrong! Not one of them! And if anyone tries to say that they did, no... they're wrong. (sighing) 09:35 [vote4waifu] This is all me! God, I don't know... (sobbing) Ah... [EmyFails] I think you deserve an apology, waifu. It's the least you can do. [vote4waifu] I don't know how to do it, I have— (sighing) [EmyFails] You know what you did wrong. 10:01 [holyblade12] (unintelligible) [vote4waifu] I want to apologize! I want to, I want to, I want to to their FACES. I don't know how to do that, I'm gone everywhere! I'm banned and blocked. I deserve to be, why wouldn't they do that, you know, that's very smart of them. (sobbing) Like, ah God... part of me didn't WANT to delete... that VOD yesterday because of that mistake, no. (sighing) I wanted to keep it up. (sighing) I just... God... (sobbing) God! (sighing) I loved him. Yeah, you know, I waited for him. I said "no"... (sighing) I said "no". "Yeah, he's 17. I can't." (sighing) But... he was 17. I couldn't— That's why I... tried to... keep it at bay, and I said "no", and— (sighing) Like, it was such... short time away. It was right there, he was right there to just, you know... becoming 18 and, you know, us just being happy. (sighing) But no, I just couldn't wait and then I go fucking crazy, I go fucking crazy! I start cheating on him behind his back, I start cheating on the OTHER person I was cheating on behind TAG! It's fucking crazy! And then I have the nerve, the NERVE... to fucking... just, try to defend myself? Are you fucking kidding me? I wish I could go back in time and just shoot myself in the head, for fuck's sake, that's so messed up! It's so messed UP with what I did, I even fucking BRIBED him, for fuck's sake! Fuck! (sobbing) 12:40 [vote4waifu] Holy shit, how am I a human being? (sighing) [EmyFails] Human beings make mistakes, they fuck up. [vote4waifu] Human beings don't do what I just did... (sobbing) [EmyFails] My dad is kinda worse, I'm gonna be honest with you. [holyblade12] I've known people who have done worse, too. [vote4waifu] I— You know what, I... (sobbing) God! [EmyFails] You're not the worst out there. My dad has done that and still hasn't learned shit. 13:22 [holyblade12] (...) ex is still doing that crap, and then act like I was the fault. [EmyFails] Mmhm. The fact that you see this now and... feel this way 'cause of it... it means you're so much better. [vote4waifu] (sobbing) 14:27 [vote4waifu] (sobbing) (sighing) All that I've ever wanted was him, (sighing) and I— God, God... (sighing turns to sobbing) 14:57 [vote4waifu] All I— (sighing) 15:05 [vote4waifu] I'd give up everything, I'd give up everything... just to hear— just to talk to him again... (sobbing) God, why did I do— why did I do this? (sobbing) 15:37 [vote4waifu] (sobbing) Ah, I'm so sorry, TAG! (sobbing turns to coughing) 15:55 [EmyFails] Just let it all out. [holyblade12] Mmhm. [vote4waifu] (sobbing) 16:52 [vote4waifu] (sobbing) [EmyFails] I know it's hard to still think that you were this awful person. But, I don't wanna—I know I'm being redundant, but, you have changed. So please, don't... don't still think that you're this bad... you know? 17:23 [vote4waifu] (sobbing) It's hard to, but I... (sobbing) 18:20 [EmyFails] Deep breaths, okay? [vote4waifu] (sobbing) 18:30 [vote4waifu] (unintelligible), please... [EmyFails] I know, deep breaths. In and out. [vote4waifu] I'm so sorry... (sobbing) I'm sorry... (sobbing) I am so sorry... (sobbing) 18:59 [EmyFails] Deep breaths. [vote4waifu] (sobbing)